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Friday, March 10, 2006
i failed all my subjects except english and higher mother tongue. my mom wants to take me out of band. i'm so distracted lately. i can't think straight. i was wrong to fall in love. i dont get anything thats going on in class. i need to focus. but i can't. all these fake smiles and laughters just to please the people who need my support the people who are always there for me my best friends. crez resurrection got into crez awards. i dont feel the pride and happiness that i shld have i should go rot somewhere. slit my wrist so deep that i die. who cares anyway. i dont want to talk about anything anymore. those people who enjoy making me feel the worst, you can carry on. i dont give a shit anymore. i'm in 3S3 and i'm the worst there. what happened to the days i was the top? always fighting for the top? long gone. i want those days back. carefree, problemless primary school days. i dont want a heart mine gets easily injured this sucks. i want to go back. - start over. but i can't. too bad for me. i really just hope my mom gives me another chance and lets me stay in band. PE sucked today. Yvonne Ong has attitude problems. b*tch. htl was fun... we played a marabu thodar game. aasiriyai read my poem to the whole sec3 htl batch. stupid. i really no mood now. sorry ... bye. KAVITHA -givemeareasontolive
_the.skater_ 6:38 PM |